I'm very pessimistic person.
And in less then 48 hours, i would be embarked to taiwan for training.
I don't know why, but i feel that i 've lost the fire to fight on and persevere on this battle field of army. I lost the motivation to move on.

They correct me when i told them army is a waste of time, i hope they are right.
They trained me to become a boy to a man, but in commando from a man to a real man, i hope they are right.
They want us to be right and not wrong, i hope they are right.
They trained us to fight tactical, i hope they are right.
They trained us for war, i hope they are wrong. There won't be any war.

gone for 3 weeks !